This is a spontaneous chunk from my diary..here goes... (unedited version)
''Me...oh well..I'm just another one of those oh-so-normal 15 year olds..I think..calling my life outta place isn't fair ...cuz isn't that exactly what life is? God's given us life so that we can beautify it but we are the ones who let go of everything..all the little joys and blame life for it...yeah..something's things happen as a part and parcel of destiny but that's with everyone right..?
You can't call life unfair...''that'' would be unfair. I practically love everyone around me right now..( I didn't before) ..its not stupidity to love your enemies or people who hate you...its more of what you call unconditional love and the work 'unconditional' is there in the dictionary but implications are found rare..because it natural for humans to love conditionally -do something good for someone and expect them to treat you good too..what is extraordinary is loving unconditionally..like giving someone a diamond necklace and get a banana skin thrown at you in return..it takes courage to give that necklace then..doesn't it? You're afraid of being disappointed but taking stand of your disappointments and turn them into love again.. to love more is courage ; lovin' unconditionally isn't impossible..but its one of things peole fear to do.
like its true..courage isn't about being afraid but having fear and still givin' things a shot..:)
I'm trying to practise that..maybe today I'll get run over by a lamborghini lp-650 gallardo..but tomorrow I'd ride in the same car and show poeple the virtue of loving without expecting to be loved in return!
LOve Ya ALl!
SMOOCH!
nash
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