Quickie...

Haven't disappeared off the face of the earth, fyi, but figured recently that I'll be hooking upto blogger very, very rarely in America, because half the time I'll be prancing outside in my blue caterpillars, and the other half I'd be pretty much involved in two months of many small and cute cousins nagging and yelling and amusing + fascinating me with their adorable hA-hA's...

so, no guarantee when the next post will drop in, (ooops)
TTYL,
XOXO!

nature in rapture!


Get that feeling of total symmetry and ethereal sheen when you see that snap abuv? Photography is a totally indulgence of mine, and I love the way every angle makes things look like a totally different charisma...being with a cam is a yes always from me, just lovely random shots whenever something exciting pops out of nowhere finds a space in my camera, like rain, splashing the wet puddles, wetting the tingly toes and watching the cloud fest in the sky, cheese!


from now on, I'll connect the dots on my own!

wind-wise...


*gasps....

look how fast mid-summer's night dreams have approached us again and its time for a vacation already, my exams are almost over and then there's a long stretch of holidaying (inshallah) in the USA....so while the summer's here with the scorch and scorn you might as well make the best of it and enjoy a tad bit of sunshine on tired little feet of yours, just hop on a swing and mildly sway..whoosh.....bre-e-e-ziee...!
There's a lot of swings by my house and one of those days I'm gonna stop by and do a little swinging just to pause and reflect on happy faces of happy teeny meeny kids whooping down slides or running around and squirming on their tummies......:)
sometimes its just better being small again!

seeing more..


There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle...

when did an ordinary bench view become so beautiful then???
you temme...

LOOK.OUT.MY.WINDOW


one day you'll be old enough to start reading fairy tales again,

wonder why the sky is blue and the grass is green
never know that the world can also be a bad place to live in
and so live with a smile with bounds of magic and mystery
yeah,
one day you'll be old enough to start reading fairy tales again..


these footsteps travel everywhere,

imprint an identity left to share
the history of adventures once concealed
these never noticed footsteps have now reveal'd...

nmk


Just living ain't enough. I could do with sunshine, freedom and a little flower."


If the air is jam-full of sounds which we tune in with, why should it not also be full of feels and smells and things seen through our souls, drawing fantasies from us to them and them to us?


Oh pity, I never realized how pretty the world keeps turning every moment that I missed taking snapshots of each precious, significant, insightful moment....:)

I never realized when the sky turned a bright blue again from a pitch black to thank God for another day to breathe...
I never realized how close people people are before they had to go far away and be etched in my heart..
oh, pity, oh....


And I'm not lonely, I'm just watching the world pass by from my own little eyes where no one's to criticize!

No distance longer than yesterday..


If every autumn's rainbow leaves behind the essence of a spring, and if tomorrow is the shortest distance from today, I can't wait for the leaves to shed to see flora bloom beneath my feet!

GR!LLED

Flamez...folks..flames...I'm sittin by a window thats lighing up a vivacious room in Riyadh with my cousins which are colorin' caricatures I drew for them, kids, Kute....
Its hot, the temperatures, summers kicked n with a roaring sun blazing in even the smallest nookies, today I run over back to Jeddah and hit school the next day, 11th can be such a screw up if you snooze in class, juggling computers with physics is :o
Excuse me that I meandered over there,
see ya' all as soon as the aircraft lands!

Spark 'f Light in that dark corner..


The worse has its share of best, c'mon, mates, haven't ya'all realized that yet?

And talkin' about failures that are hell-bent on crushing us, there was never no one who said we have to surrender like pathetically weak shrimps, there's always a way out, some times we are just lucky people to have assurance from friends and family, other times, the journey is tough and alone.
And though you have to undergo all the hardship with the best foot forward, be ready to take it the way it comes and make it your way, the grass is greener on the other side and all you have to do is cross it...
Deal, easier said than done, but the reward is tempting, and nothing is so tempting as that luscious inner joy that passes on as encouragement to future endeavors...talking about that juicy lush green grass, it always greens over the most high scaling mountain slopes...
Hmmm.....
Create the landscape of your life, get it prettier with each precious second, make the troubles seem as prickly thorns that come with each beautiful rose and combine the recipe for a picture perfect equilibrium, get along that way, get others along too, today your are one, tomorrow the world will follow behind...
And a step will leave a mark behind, yours and unique, choose this interest, don't give up on dreams that have always made up the nookies of your heart, share them, expand, live and love..
Because the weird thing about the heart is, no matter how smaller it gets occupying more and more people, it always has vacancy for one more...
A thought though, let the sky be a blanket of dreams and the land be that of hopes,
And let this vision be ours..
You're welcome to join though ;)
Worth a shot!

Let your dreams be more colorful than this spring!


And one of you billions may sit on us ruffled multitude of leaves and see more apples fall to flower brighter, brighter ideas in the early filters of dawn!

The best of 24 hours..


She woke up one fine morn' when the sun was bleaching her surrounding with a pinky shade in tattered clothes and started yelling in fright..

Only yesterday, she was fifteen, she went to school, she had parents, friends and siblings, and she was whining about her life and praying she should be happier than she is....
This is what she got?
She's become a beggar?
Her eyes wandered fervently through the teeming mass of city people crossing the zebra walking, the blare of many land-cruisers at a signal, the group of students getting off a yellow school bus merrily chatting away..
She blinked her eyes twice, subsequently splashed over by a murky puddle of water from a racing lorry on her clothes.
Aaaargh!
Where am I?
Somehow she stumbled, thought she recognized this alleyway and came to her own house and peeked inside through the windows.
There were white sheets pulled over the furniture and not a soul in sight.
Her jaw trembled at what she saw.
She wandered over to a tumble down park bench rusting away in a corner and watched the families skip about playing soccer in the dainty weather.
In half-an hour, sympathetic folk had thrown pennies and other coins at her and she felt disgusted with herself.
If she was going to live, she had to earn it...
She crossed a heavy street, across the lines of glam shops with fancyware and stalled in front of a quiet, tranquil neighbourhood.
She heard a tuneful humming in the courtyard of one flowery little house and went round to see and old, rather thin but contented lady with cotton candy white hair in a bun gardening to her heart's joy.
A very sober conversation followed and the lady said she could really use a gardening friend to tend to her roses and daisies.
The evening rumbled off with a few more pennies...
Pennies which she had earned, and she felt glad about it, she gave the ones she hadn't earned to a few street urchins loitering under the shade of the sidewalk trees.
Then she came back and helped the old lady with a little baking.
Night dawned on them and sat awake by the garden wall looking out to the stars wondering if she'd be able to fall asleep, but before she knew it.......

She woke up in a comfy white bed, with the same sun bleaching her real room again....
A dream....she thought.
Ran to the mirror and looked at herself.
''yesterday I asked God to make me more happier, and here I am, my wish answered, as happy as I can ever be, that what I can do with my life is my own doing, and their are poeple out there who need help with theirs!''

Spontaneously written by Nash, 6th May'10, Thurs'


We hit the harmless Rehab route today in Jeddah scouting for a few of the very best apartments to dwell in and we got on pretty well..plus, add to that the fact that it was a Friday, and needless to say, Fridays are those days when I'm at the zeniths of ecstasy!

Retracing the past few days now, we had 22ND APR as Earth day and they did a bizarre but amusing assembly in our school followed by a poetry writing comp. which was on the spot..cool!
So they gave the topics 'life' and 'global economic recession' and yeah, I was left wondering I couldn't write anythin' on recession, so might as well write on life which was a breeze!
( you might have noticed the contrast between the choices anyway.)

No need for an omg, I have no idea what to write over here, so I'll jot down the poem I wrote instead!

Life.. ( couldn't wish for a better title!)

There's always a story to every one of us millions born
but its about being satisfied after all those years yawn
that the difference between what you're doin' and what you can do
can evaporate all bad, everyday's just a new avatar of you
just bloom a smile in someone's heart rather than their face
count life by what makes ya breathless; not by the breaths you take
life is what happens while we're busy makin' our excuses
dreams are what disappear when your mind simply muses
tomorrow if someone asks you what you'd wanna be
I'd either do things worth writin' or write those things worthy
Like this prose which may be disregarded and thrown
but in the right hands may encourage a dissuaded soul
If one pebble cast can create seamless ripples in an ocean
Life's little gifts can brew a novel revolution...

23rd apr'10

Overview..
We got lil time to stretch the lines and fill the paper, so I'm hopin this might do :0
And..tomorrow is also a paintin' contest, I'm thinkin of hookin up to a picture of Vincent Van Gogh for inspiration...

keep baskin in the summery days waitin round the corner mates...
CIAO!


Culturisin'?

To begin with, I got no idea whatsoever if the above word is included in the dictionary...but that's whats been goin on, I've been promoted to 11th..so I'm finally beyond high school, so many new people alongside me have embarked on a new journey to go-go on their careers from here, and its nice gettin' to know new people...

Hmmm...our tutors, well they're sarcastically sweet..if you know what that means..
We've been to Riyadh recently, was good, but just 5 days?
I did miss Jeddah, its home..and its pretty.. :)
Reason I haven't been writing my blog..I'm sorry, it just felt out of place in my schedule, I'd been writing a novel captioned ' A recipe for Reunion.' and for that I'd been taking down references and even learning French!
Oh, brother, I have been escaping into fantasy lands so often now, especially on Fridays...
Many of my friends are leavin' me at this stage to get enrolled in other colleges, some across in the Kingdom, some back in India, others elsewhere..
But they reside here in my heart...so I wouldn't miss them becuz they never went away.. :)


we all got colors and we all got paintbrushes, so why not kick some zesty colors into life?



Back to the beginnin' !




Falling often means..
standing back up often

standing back up often means...
more reasons to go...

more reasons to go means....
more roads to travel

more roads to travel mean
more mysteries to unravel....

more mysteries to unravel means....
more things you are ready to know....

more things in your mind means...
there's empty space inside your heart..

there's empty space inside you means..
you haven't found people to love yet...

no people to love yet means...
you are just born!

that means...
you've gotta whole life ahead..

the bad news is time flies..the good news is you're the pilot....!

xoxo...NASH

ze chocolate cake hypothesis...


Picture this...

Wet rainy morning, you're watching the iridescent droplets dance on the boardwalk from your window which is a personal getaway to another world with a hot cuppa joy..
Then the oven beeps that your chocolate cake is ready and you go and insert a toothpick in the cake to see whether its ready to bite...
This is what I had been fantasizing and it struck me, (in pure choc-a-holic terms) life is kinda like a chocolate cake, you're gonna get baked in the heat of the journey and people are gonna get pricky on you but what you gotta do is be firm and be ready to give a piece of you whenever challenges affront you to prove your grits...
A del-ih-ih-cious theory....dazzle me *!*
cheers! :)


Path 2 Paradise


Simply heartwarmin' prose to share! ( my aunt had emailed it to me..:) )


Every Friday afternoon, after the Juma prayers, the Imam and his eleven year old son would go out into their town and hand out "PATH TO PARADISE" and other Islamic literature.

This particular and fortunate Friday afternoon, as the time came for the Imam and his son to go to the streets with their booklets, it was very cold outside, as well as pouring rain.

The boy bundled up in his warmest and driest clothes and said, 'OK, dad, I'm ready!'

His dad asked, 'Ready for what' 'Dad, it's time we go out and distribute these Islamic books.' Dad responds, 'Son, it's very cold outside and it's pouring rain.'

The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking, 'But Dad, aren't people still going to hell, even though it's raining?'

Dad answers, 'Son, I am not going out in this weather.' Despondently, the boy asks, 'Dad, can I go Please' His father hesitated for a moment then said, 'Son, you can go. Here are the booklets. Be careful son.'

'Thanks, Dad!'

And with that, he was off and out into the rain. This eleven year old boy walked the streets of the town going door to door and handing everybody he met in the street a pamphlet or a booklet.

After two hours of walking in the rain, he was soaking, bone-chilled wet and down to his VERY LAST BOOKLET.

He stopped on a corner and looked for someone to hand a booklet to, but the streets were totally deserted.

Then he turned toward the first home he saw and started up the Side walk to the front door and rang the door bell. He rang the bell, but nobody answered..

He rang it again and again, but still no one answered. He waited but still no answer.

Finally, he turned to leave, but something stopped him. Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly on the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there on the front porch!

He rang again and this time the door slowly opened.

Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady. She softly asked, 'What can I do for you, son?' With radiant eyes and a smile that lit up her world, this little boy said, 'Ma'am, I'm sorry if I disturbed you, but I just want to tell you that ALLAH REALLY LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU and I came to give you my very last booklet

which will tell you all about ALLAH, the real purpose of creation, and how to achieve His pleasure.' With that, he handed her his last booklet and turned to leave. She

called to him as he departed. 'Thank you, son! And God Bless You!'

Next week on Friday afternoon after Juma prayers, the Imam was giving some lectures. As he concludes the lectures, he asked, 'Does anybody have questions or want to say anything?' Slowly, in the back row among the ladies, an elderly lady's voice was heard over the speaker.

'No one in this gathering knows me. I've never been here before. You see, before last Friday I was not a Muslim, and thought I could be.

My husband died few years ago, leaving me totally alone in this world.. Last Friday, being a particularly cold and rainy day, I was contemplating suicide as I had no hope left.

So I took a rope and a chair and ascended the stairway into the attic of my home.. I fastened the rope securely to a rafter in the roof then stood on the chair and fastened the other end of the rope around my neck. Standing on that chair, so lonely and broken- hearted. I was about to leap off, when suddenly the loud ringing of my doorbell downstairs startled me.

I thought, I'll wait a minute, and whoever it is will go away.

I waited and waited, but the ringing doorbell seemed to get louder and more insistent, and then the person ringing also started knocking loudly....

I thought to myself again, 'Who on earth could this be?

Nobody ever rings my bell or comes to see me.' I loosened the rope from my neck and started for the front door, all the while the bell rang louder and louder.

When I opened the door and looked I could hardly believe my eyes, for there on my front porch was the most radiant and angelic little boy I had ever seen in my life. His SMILE, oh, I could never describe it to you! The words that came from his mouth caused my heart that had long been dead TO LEAP TO LIFE as he exclaimed with a cherub-like voice, 'Ma'am, I just came to tell you that:

ALLAH REALLY LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU!'

Then he gave me this booklet, Path To Paradise that I now hold in my hand.

As the little angel disappeared back out into the cold and rain, I closed my door and read slowly every word of this book.

Then I went up to my attic to get my rope and chair.

I wouldn't be needing them anymore.

You see? I am now a Happy Vicegerent of the One True ALLAH.

Since the address of your congregation was stamped on the back of this booklet, I have come here to personally say THANK YOU to ALLAH's little angel who came just in the nick of time and by so doing, spared my soul from an eternity in hell.'

There was not a dry eye in the mosque.

The shouts of TAKBIR.. ALLAH AKBAR.. rented the air.

Imam-Dad descended from the pulpit to the front row where the little

angel was seated....

He took his son in his arms and sobbed uncontrollably.

Probably no jama'at has had a more glorious moment, and probably this universe has never seen a father that was more filled with love and honor for his son...

Except for One.

This very one...

Blessed are your eyes for reading this message.

Don't let this message die, read it again and pass it to others.

Heaven is for His people!

Remember, ALLAH's message CAN make the difference in the life of someone close to you.

Please share this wonderful message Spread His Word, help Him and you'll see His hand in everything you do...

Please keep praying for all the needful and painful people in this planet and look after each other.

ALLAH BLESS US ALL.